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| "I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe | | |
| Dear Diary, Fist entry of 2010. I think I have become extremley wishy-washy. Day 1 - | | |
| Haha .....I don't need you...i hope you know that...Don't you just want to ask someone what they were thinking ,when you asked kindly if you could join them ,then they take on this whole i'm 'sorry ' act ,you can't .Then give you some stupid sympathy.Hello!Why are you treating me like I don't have any friends (i don't have many but so what)and are you some popular, special person...Hmmm yes I'm ranting and yes i'm angry but really you're an idiot!I wasn't that bothered in the first place that i couldn't come along but you talked to me first and it sounded like fun!Why do people take things so seriously these day when you ask them if you could tag along they get so....'hmmm well i'm going to be there with my best mates,i haven't got time for detours'- I qoute...Erm excuse me ...i'm not asking you on a date!FU!Haha...i don't usually swear but arghhhhh....annoyance... So on to more important issues...'My penis is stoic'..I found this very poetic.Hahaha!Really i do.....not that i need to reassure the 0 views of this blog but what the hey online dairy for my emptiness...maybe that was too emo?^^>Where i got this from ??Well i put on my online status as 'stoic' and someone said 'My penis is stoic'.Haha !Hmmm at first i thought you are realllllllllllly stupid,but then i had an after thought (i promise this will end soon),oh a penis doesn't have 'feelings' of pain or love and hate,but a persons heart ,head can be stoic,sex is not a 'real' emotion.I wanted to tell someone about this ,but then i thought they might think i'm crazy and say i'm not making any sense ...so i thought i'd blog it. God bless the blog.... | | |
| Firstly i need to start blogging again,not that anyone ever read this thing of mine ;but i'm pretty much bored most of the time so i thought why not...well i've been trying to get my life back on track studying harder ,dieting harder ,learning japanese harder and studying Bio,chem,maths and physics harder.At the moment it's just the beginning but i think things are picking up:D I realized ,well i've know for a while now some friends are only your friends for they way you are viewed by everyone else..say if your intelligent some people will think oh i've got to be that person's friend and oh that girl's popular for being a party animal etc that's the kind of friend i want...I know it all sounds kinda of fake but even i think like that sometimes.I know why now when friends go in different directions they disentangle themselves from the friends that will hold no benefit in their future 'wants' of what their dream friends should be,the ones you want to be seen in public with. I'm guilty of this too.Letting go of friends because i feel i shouldn't really been seen in public with them...but i've stopped that now because i know it's good to stay close to everyone and the ones that go and don't want to stay in contact with you for some reason or the other were never your real friends in the first place because real friends always hang around. | | |
| OMY GUSH, OMY GUSH ,OMY GUSH ,OMY GUSH!Just watched the last episode of Death note and wow that was a showdown!I'm really going to reframe from putting any spoilers up because i know maurz you are fan of it now right?!But i'll post the last episode,episode 37 in this blog entry.YAY!       
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